17/11

又过了两个月。。

今天又到时间回去了。。

才回来没有两个礼拜，我还没有休息够！！

这个假期里，一回来就吃肉骨茶。。

>< 哈哈。。

我的假期都在吃喝玩乐度过。。

很对不起我的MUET。><"

去pavilion。

看了IN TIME。很不错看。。虽然有点不logik 的戏。

买了一件formal wear。。满意~

也选一件西装裤给他。。

去JJ 看那些年我们一起追的女孩。。

囧!! 怪不得被讲是三级片啦== 不过很好看。

买了一pair giordano 的衣。。他一件我一件。喜欢

终于有吃到 mc bites 了，但是超咸的咯。。

昨晚去kms，去看KAKOM 的闭幕典礼。。

很paiseh 的说，到了最后一天才舍得去。。

哈哈。。

你啊你。。乖乖听话啦。。我懂我很唠叨。。哈哈

三餐要定时，不要有一餐没一餐的。。

还有多喝水~

journey

is a long long journey..

with full of tasks and very tiring..

1st the ticket to penang have been sold out so our plan is to take bus to alor star and buy ticket to butterworth

2nd i need to rush out from kmp just right after my kuliah at 4pm to wait for taxi

3rd i have to squeeze with all the earth prince to board the mini bus at kangar

4th when reach terminal bus shahab perdana alor star, with the excited mood wanna to buy bus ticket but the ticket is sold out again.. omg.. i should hear mum advice to go the next day...

5th while every1 are worrying about the bus ticket, 1 BIG SIZE man and a SMALL SIZE man (worker of konsurtium bas express)are LELONG the ticket to butterworth with RM20 as the ticket to butterworth is just worth 7.90 or 9.90... shit.. they earn double from it..

6th with no other choice, we have to buy it and wait for it.. and the bus coming is just a school bus what the hell it is...

7th when reach butterworth, need to rush for ferry...

after total up the price to penang, it is just worth the value for me to back home!!! really disappointed with the services of the public transport... how come the bus company can let their workers to own their EXTRA INCOME buy raising up the price up to double and even up to triple.. what the hell.. our government is encouraging us to use more public transport like bus, ktm, LRT.. but with this kind of services how can the people believe the service of public transport... dun they feel guilty when they raising up the price? as most of the passengers are students...

no more trips with bus!!!

what a happy malaysia day... so shit

假期

buka puasa perdana~

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两个星期的假期好快好快。。

哭。。T.T 我还要假期啦。。

20/8

一回来就溜去“秘密基地”，开战啦。。

拿出我的功夫。。他成了我的白老鼠（你的荣幸）

哈哈哈。。

他：小心用刀。。。。。。。

我：懂啦，我没有酱笨。。

他：小心一点。。

我：（几分钟后）啊。。。 痛。。T.T

他：都跟你讲小心。。笨到要死

{省略了很多}

就酱子给手上填了个小小的伤口。。很痛。。

我没有想到会这样黑的（烧焦了的鱼扒><）

不过还是把它吃完。。好吃。。

第一次煮有酱的成绩。。很好了啦。。哈哈

（马铃薯煮到没有很熟，可是还能吃啦）

（好吃好吃~）

第一次真正自己下厨原来是那么的难。。终于体会下厨的辛苦

虽然成果不是很理想，但好吃。。我享受那过程。。<3

27/8

去庆喜家庆功宴party，我好像是外来者，很多不认识的小弟弟小妹妹

之后当了半天的老师。。

28/8

给自己换了个发型，换了个眼睛。。哈哈

新照型~~

说真的有点后悔剪头发。。 我爱长长的头发

妈说我披头散发像狮子=.=

之后到仁加隆参加余氏公会的晚宴。。

with 妍洁~

with 子恩~

（她说我卖可爱！！）

29/8

不是很开心的一天，他放我飞机！！

吵了一整天也哭了一整天。。好累><

一早到klcc 的海外书展。。

很大，但一本书都没买=。=

买了一些文具。。脚很酸。。

巴士上，火车上挤到不像样。。“沙丁鱼”~

aiyoyor

1/9

青运仁加隆支会的30周年晚会，不错nice~

遇到好多人。。尴尬。。><

他说：dun worry be happy <3

2/9

final destination 5

没有很恐怖。。普通了一点

可是3D 的肯定吓死你，有心脏病的请勿挑战你的心脏哦~

sakae sushi

omg.. 真的很不好吃。。

big donut

哇，好爱。。yummy~

8/7

today is 8/7

and i juz finish having my nasi putih paprik with karate kid..

lolz.. actually i duno wat the story is abt...

so sorry to say it...

and due to my careless.. i have to do my correction

"PENYATA EKUITI PEMILIK BAGI TAHUN BERAKHIR 31 DISEMBER 2011"

for 77 times.. juz because i'm from A7T7... and it is so the longest between penyata pendapatan and kunci kira-kira...

write until i wan to fainted... my god...

tmr hear say will have a BERSIH... actually i oso nt understand wat tat bersih wan to say abt..

i lost "contact" with newspaper after i came here... and become "frog under the coconut shell"...

so can i find some1 to report news for me everyday...

i hope there is some1 who willing to do so...

i nid it badly...

i wan a webcam badly..

i miss my bed.. miss my bear bear too...

miss my hometown... miss my family....

miss my rabbit......

1 month at kmp

1st of july

and it is my friend sindy birthday

we sang birthday song to her when we were at canteen

yeah it really very surprise for her haha..

tomorrow having 1M 1S 1Malaysia running

omg.. it is too bad for me...

6.30 start.. it means ttat i need to wake up at 5.30am or earlier

too bad la... saturday should be a good day for me to sleep more to charge my energy

aiyoyor...

after running nid to go back for my tutoran and kuliah

isshhh... it really tiring... it start from 10.00 am to 2.00pm

it sure very sleepy and tiring..

here everythg is hot and spicy...

and i ady have my stomuchache for few days

ishh... hate it so much..

have to drink more water... although i ady drink much much water than i at banting

bt it seen that i sick more often when i at here...

and at sunday i have my outing at kangar

1st time see so much chinese at perlis...

oh yeah~

it's very wonderful tat i have "bkt" for my breakfast at there

haha so delicious loh...

and pizza for dinner.. haha so enjoy my life at here..

and i meet a chinese taxi uncle who go banting b4

we chat quite many.. haha... he went to banting, sepang, morid, klang and kl

and i miss my hometown ady... sad...

1 more month to be home..

20/8... unpatient ady... i wan back home...

waiting for it..

days in kmp

today is the 6th day in kolej matrikulasi perlis(kmp)

when saturday abt 4.00 pm i check the website and notice tat i get matrik

seriously i shock and surprise

bt once i see the place is perlis.. i start to cry

so bad.. unexperted i get so far juz like duajim

sincerely, when i see it my mind keep calling me to reject it reject it..

coz i still have 1 interview on 8june bt my registration is on 6june

so i keep on wondering whether should i come here and crying tat i have to seperate with my family and even him..

until the next day.. i start preparing my thgs..

buy shoes, baju kurung, print document, stationary, and many many more...

after tat den start my journey to here(perlis)

it is a tiring journey and it takes about 8 hrs to come here

kmp is the smallest matric in msia

bt for me it still very big and i keep on lost my way in here.. so bad

orientation week~

omg.. everyday 8.00am ~11pm

seriously it very tiring

have klinik acedemic for all teras subject

and 1 hr for 1 chapter

omg!! juz like sitting on aeroplane erm.. should say rocket is more suitable..

and it will have quiz for me on next weeks.. oh no.. how i can cover all of it...

everyday hav talks and talks..

and it is super duper slpy for me as i am a lazy cat><

after talks and talks, have "riadah" doing chicken dance oh yeah... it is funny

beside chicken dance we hav cycling

cycling around the paddy farm

it really nice and is a new experience for me as i din see the real paddy farm before

i knw i "sua ba"=,= lolz

and now i at library

it really very cold!!! juz like the teacher say wan let us to experience the weather at overseas..

it really cold and i din bring my jacket out!!!

ahhhhh... i wan to freeze ady.. haha

here almost half of all student here is taking accounts

and i taking it too

there is 4 subject tat i nid to take it and score it for my CGPA 4.0

it included accounts, business, economics and mathematics

while for english, co-curriculum, kemahiran dinamik and moral are nt included in CGPA..

JPA interview

hurray i'm back....

6.30am departure from house and start my "fightning" jurney

7.1+ reach at UiTM seksyen 7

omg, we reach at the wrong place..

thanks the security guard, i reach the destination

which is INTEC at 7.30am

(too early>< as my interview is at 8.45am)

checking the name list and i was in the panel 7

there are 2 chinese 2 malay and 1 indian

but there only 3 of us coming for this interview where 2 chinese included me, sze yin and 1 indian, aimjeeta

sze yin and me are taking pharmacy and aimjetta is taking medical.

waiting and waiting...... the time pass so fast==

it's 8.30 and we are bring to a room where there is for panel 5,6,7 and 8

checking our file and arrange it in the order they LIKE~

get the number and i was no. 3~

enter a room with 3 panel (2 malay and 1 chinese)

have some conversation with my group..

ask by malay panel

selamat pagi dan selamt datang, sila memperkenalkan diri dalam satu minit, bermula dengan nomber 1

~~1: saya chong...., datang dari...., sekarang belajar di taylors college..

2: saya aimjetta....., datang dari...., sekarang belum belajar apa-apa..(he mention this very strongly bt he now study at A level at sunway.. lolz==)

my turn: saya... dari... tamat persekolahan di... saya mempunyai 7 ahli anggota keluarga. (i prepare in english d leh..=.=)

why you choose to study pharmacy?

macam mana globalisasi dapat membantu dari segi pharmacy atau perubatan?

~~@@ i duno wan how to answer it == just remember i learn globalisasi in sejarah den use sejarah point to answer haha

what tradisional herbs that we can export to overseas? and state their function and effect..

~~ ginseng, good for lung and heart

ginseng from korea lah..

~~ ya o? aloe vera, aloe vera is use for kecantikan and batuk (rojak =) and actually i nt sure with my answer)

apakah pendapat anda tentang konsep 1 malaysia dan cara untuk merealisasikannya

~~ nice question that i ady very biasa about it..

ask by chinese panel, he is graduated from chemistry course and point the question to me only

how ur biology? why dun you choose other option as now many choose tis course? there are many option other than pharmacy like chemical engineering..

~~ actually i want to say chemical engineering is one of my option, but at last i no say so.. lolz.. i scare they give me to study engineering==

did you get any offer now?

~~no

what your plan if you didnt get this scholarship?

~~ go for matrix or form 6 (dun ever say that you will go to college, they will think that you are afford to go private college then u no need this scholarship)

matrix? private? (tat panel seen tat he dun know there is local matrix)

~~ no, government

**most of my interview is in english.. maybe coz all chinese and indian..

**seriously the air-cond is cold, with three strict face panel, they no smile at all, until the moment we can go out.. lolz==

**they seen interest to my name== keep call my full name as other just call surname or short name...

3 月

最近是很够力的suey

走路会踢到水管然后流血

驾motor 会驾到手起水泡，落皮，脚割到流血

驾 motor 会驾到跌倒，还好只是擦伤还没cacat==

suey 到。。

23~

spm 成绩出乎预料~

10颗苹果~1 颗烂苹果

还算满意，只是不满意moral

我是有moral 的咧！！

24~

考车

huhu~过关了第一关第二关

yeah~yeah~我是危险驾驶者==

27~

捐血活动

圆满举行~ 118包血~

累死人的活动但很有意义

是时候开始积德了哦><

大合照+庆功~

想到头爆的开幕。。。

没想到效果很不错，哈哈~

40周年推介礼~

知足

二月了。。

undang pass 了

努力的学车，原来我没有这方面的缘分。。

haiZ。。失火！！

半路失火，还好后面都没有车。。够力@@

自杀突然成了一种风气咯

两个月里，报章上的头条都会占了大半部分

爱惜生命啊。。

生命是父母给的，自杀前请问过他们的同意！！

我觉得我是幸福的。。

天天好天：财富和幸福之间 还有知足做界限

人要知足才能常乐啊~

筹备捐血运动，我还是个秘书小姐

努力的筹备着。。

血光之灾真多，一直受伤。。haizz

全身都有伤痕累累。。

training camp @ sufes campsite

参与了其他支会的干部训练【很多都说我没事找事做】

第一次去的camp ，但不知道camp 几时报到。。

一切玩 free style 的。。lolz

一进到camp site 后面就传来“啊，这里没线！！！” lolz

很清澈的水，可以直接看到里面的鱼

水很冰，但里面的石头很尖。。割伤脚。。

hall

一开始以为会睡上面那个的。。哪里知道是下面这个

老板~ 很情切。。一直叫人拿多一点饭和菜。。><

【小强，very good，小鱼（我），低调，月亮（中国人）】

小游戏，玩呼啦圈。。

一个小小的玩意儿把我们玩得团团转。。有意思啊。。

大哥，过得好辛苦哦。。哈哈

水战。。。

actually hor 我觉得没什么玩到咯

都是我们自己在玩水而已咯。。

aiyar。。我享受其中

登山。。。

本来很怕上去的，因为被事先通知山上会有很多水蛭

而且要走水路，更危险。。

但还是硬着头皮上去了

黑漆漆一片，只有少许的手电筒灯光而已。。

当中有差点跌倒，被树枝绊倒。。

不懂过了几久才成功下山

结果被4只水蛭缠身。。OMG【我是最多的一个】

第一次看到真正的水蛭，有够怕的

把它们弄掉的那一刻很geli。

全场只有我会对水蛭狂笑>< 我真的是个怪人。。哈哈

不在乎结果，只在乎过程。。享受那体验

来不及的营火会。。。

上了些课程，原来当秘书需要做酱多的工作的

我还以为只需要做名单，会议报告的。。

原来不只是酱少，还有很多分的文件需要处理的@@

最后来张大合照。。

后排男：YY，巨蟹，低调，小强，哈密瓜，very good，大鹏，王子，月亮，小vin

中排女：加饭，笌笌，小鱼，牙膏，淑华，蜻蜓，虫虫，牙刷，包子

前排男：永远杰出，小风，征东

最后~

**有几个中国人一起参加，我们讲话也变得有中国腔。。

**我不是有意跟大哥撞衣的颜色的>< 那不是情侣装！！！

明天再也没有你的笑脸

匆匆的，一月又要过去了。。

这证明了我在家也坐了一个月多。。

我还是一个无业人士。[不要说我很幸福]

[俊说：不要忙着做工，读完书的时候你不想做，也有少少30年的工要做~]

整个月来，我当了妈的全职+无薪“管家婆”。。

快把整间家翻透透来个大扫除，

虽然家不是很大，但从头到尾都是我在包办

很累啊。。

出来的成果：累计几年大包小包的东西，该丢的通通都丢光光。。

兔年快到了。。

参与了万能青年舞狮表演赛。。

当了布置组组长，我自认没什么艺术天分。

当中有布条但没stand的，只能应用粘子这儿粘些那儿粘些。。

当场状况百出，谢谢全场上下工委的配合。。

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还是结束了。再多的不舍，我还是作出了这样的决定

从开始，静静地来，也要静静地去，可谓好聚好散啊。。

静静的来，没有了他人轰轰烈烈/浪漫的表白

静静的去，没有很明确的，但多了悲伤的画面。。

想努力的把眼泪吞回去，却还是没办法忍着。